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Trichotillomania
It's like....... - Picking a scab and watching it bleed
- self harming but with less pain and shame
- heaving a sigh of relief
- unloading inner pain
- punishing yourself quietly and without to much attention
- having a secret
- medication
- a release
- hate
It's best when - You have tons of macara on, especially the type that really globs together
- your eyes look like they are spiders and are THICK with it so you can pull it off right at the root
- you put it on the bottom ones (because most of the top have gone but the bottom hurts more when pulling.
It makes me feel - Like a freak
- ugly
- annoyed that I have to wear top liner all the time to try and hide the gap
- upset because I used to have such long lovely eyelashes
- odd because there is a name for it and it means there is potentially smething else wrong with me
- worried incase it progresses
- relieved as it has only got this bad since my final year began and work stress got to much.
- like a maniac because last time i even used tweezers to pull out the little ones that were growing back.
Wish I could protect this because now people will just think I am a complete freak, but im not- just very STRESSED! Whats your way of coping with stress?
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(1.4.07 13:56)
sweetie you're not a freak. i've had this since i was about 7 - theres some really good support site i found lately when i googled it. i didnt even know anyone else did it until i met this kid at camp who ripped out every hair on her body.
ironically im so stressed with uni i stopped eating and lost more than a stone - which reminded me of you xx
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