Yay! so glad today is over....spent the whole weekend de cluttering the house and making it gorgeous for estate agent people coming round today to value it with a view to part exing it for this gorge new expensive 4 bedroom detached house. We have reserved the plot and now just waiting to see if they offer us the price we want for this place.....unless we get the exact figure then we can't move.

We have no probs with the monthly's but it's the cost of extras such as carpets to put down in the new house etc.....it really is so special, very sociable and chick and hip and lovely. We have decided to be very very minimal at first (if we get it) and only buy very unusual and quirky funiture....gonna be gorge.

So now we are awaiting (with achy muscles) the verdict of todays valuations. We also had a private guy round who reckons the house is worth the money we want for it and more......but with part ex apparently they often give you 10 percent or so less. So we will see, or otherwise come to an agreement about the carpets or stamp duty (hopefully).

Even though over half of my monthly earnings will be going on this house I feel great to finally be getting on the property ladder and having something to work for....I say that now but I am not sure I will feel the same when I am slogging my guts out all day everyday!

Anyways....took m's bro and wife to see the house (showhome, as our plot is still being built) and they thought it was great! a lot of house for the money and in a lovely village with good schools etc for the kidli winks......just hope to god it all comes off!

M now decided he wants a porche though and I think this is because his bro just traded his Aston in for a gorgeous new bluey silver Porche 911......not a patch on the Aston but saves on the monthly's, especially as they just bought a half a million pound house. I was SOOOOOO jealous, it is gorgeous.....but now although it is gorge I feel a lot better because our new house is also gorge and same size etc but cheaper on the mortgage! :-) YAY!

By the way I have put on most of the weight i lost, have not been going to the gym as been real busy with house stuff and BBqs and Uni work.....jeans are once again 2 tight (size 12) which a week ago I was comfortable in.....on the other hand BMI is down to 22 (lowest it should be for my height) but I still have those fat lumps when i wear tight tops and jeans......WHY do we have those????? I was begining to get rid of them but they have returned with a veangeance....oh fuck!

Ah well.......nothing a few more sessions at the gym wont shift I guess........bugger. By the way I don't wanna be a size 0 just a comfortable size 12 as I like being curvy and now have C cup boobs (which M LOVES) but my body keeps trying to sneak up to a 14 which I am not happy with.......even tho M loves me the way I am I dnt want him to look at me 1 day and think I am a big fat lump and not find me attractive anymore. Plus imagine what size I will be after kids!? jesus!

Anyway I must go as ER is on soon and I need to do last minute Uni type things for tomorrow first...and prize M of the X box x